So....I got an extension on the test , and I took it, and I got a 92, which is an LCCC 'A'. Not sure I'll do well in the whole class, but I feel a lot better.
I was really freaked out this morning. I got up 15 minutes early, so I could get my breakfast and stuff together....the second I woke up I was puking. I was so stressed, and my body shook all morning. I went to school and took my interviewing final, which was pretty easy, and then my mom called to tell me I got the extension. Good, right? Yeah, I thought so too. The rest of the morning went pretty well - got $202 back for my books, which isn't nearly what I spent on them, but it's something, and handed in my variance request. I took one of my quizzes today, so now I just have 4 left, and the final, which will altogether only take me a few hours....when I'm done with everything, I'm taking a nice, long hot bath.
I don't have my surgery tommorrow until 2 pm....I have to get up at 7:30 to eat, but I'm going back to bed. After that, it's like 2 or 3 days of no real food, just jello, pudding, and wanting to kill myself. Today was supposed to be my 'final supper' sort of deal, but my nerves are still shot. I could hardly choke down two eggrolls, and even then I didn't finish most of the second one. I hope I feel better after my econ final. Even if I do okay in this class....my stress level is so high, my back is in knots, and my stomach is this grumbly angry thing.
Soon, though. I'm going to work, then Econ, and then, at last, I'll be done with everything, and I can work on Carly's Christmas present, and get together my ideas for everyone else, and....
...and then I can have my face ripped open tommorrow, and be drugged out for a few days. My mom said I probably won't even remember the ride home....is it bad, that I'm kind of looking forward to that?
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