I GIVE UP

ARGGGGGGGGGGGG

I hate school so much. Here are the things that need to be done this week...

-200 question developmental psych take-home midterm, due friday

- mypoliscilab assignments, due sunday

- 3 page economics career project, due sunday

- polisci paper, 5 pages, due sunday

- polisci written assignment based on a video that WON'T STOP FREEZING UP, due sunday

- heather's stupid personal ad, due tommorrow

bio homework, due thursday. Will there be a quiz based on it? Probably.

And it wouldn't be so much , except I can't do anything all during Sabbath, and saturday night is lyss's party, and I WANT TO GO. I've been working on my costume for months, and I'm going, homework or not.

I wanted to get all my gov stuff done tonight, but the internet just isn't cooperating. I can't log in, or I can't log out in order to log back in, and the video freezes up, and I'm just TIRED, and I want to do my damn work so that I don't have to stress about it. I keep making weekend plans, and now I'm mad that I had Chad come up, because I could have done all of this LAST weekend and saved myself the stress, and then I feel bad because we really needed this past weekend, even if parts of it did totally suck. I don't know, I don't know...I just don't have time for everything, and I need to do good to keep my scholarship, and I still want to have my life. I want to be able to see people and write and DO things. I want to be a person now, to enjoy life NOW.

'gotta make a plan, gotta do what's right. Can't run around in circles if you want to build a life. But I don't wanna make a plan for a day far away, while I'm young and while I'm able, all I want to do is....'