Ugh.
There has been all this drama, and it all involves friends who are no longer friends and people who don't want to talk and it is all entirely ridiculous. We keep saying that we don't want to do the highschool drama thing, well, what are we doing? Hmn?
I want plans tommorrow night. And the night after that, and the night after that. I want to not think, not feel, just be out and busy, because home hurts and my head hurts and my heart hurts, and I am so sick of everything. I don't even know what I want anymore, what and who are important to me, or where I want my life to be headed. Everything keeps changing again, each time I look at it, and nothing is what I thought it was, and I am coming to find that you can't have everything you want...sometimes, you don't get anything at all.
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