unfriended

So, facebook is wonderful, and all. But sometimes, it hurts.

I have to try and not take it personally when people unfriend me. Because maybe they have a reason, or something...maybe we just don't talk, and they only want people they talk to. But every time it happens, it's like: BAM! Rejected.

Chad unfriended me. And honestly, I was like 'why?'. and then I was like, 'whatever'. Because I guess I can see why he'd be mad, or not want much to do with me. So I just moved on.

Today, I found out that his best friend David unfriended me. That hurt. I always liked David, he's always been so nice to me, and he made the more frustrating times really fun. I thought we were kind of friends, but aparently, I was only his friend by proxy, because I was Chad's girlfriend. I guess it could be a solidarity thing, too. Because I supposedly cheated, right? So David unfriends me to be a good friend, even though my friends are all still being nice to Chad, who's been a fucking ass to me.

.....I'm just so sick of this. I don't want to be the bad guy anymore. I know there is less attention being paid than I feel like, but at the same time, it seems like everyone I talk to has an opinion, and the fact that Chad is making it seem like I cheated really upsets me. I was a good girlfriend. I told him I wasn't happy, and he ignored me....what else was I supposed to do? Yes, I found a guy who appreciates me....can you fucking blame me? Because he's sad I'm supposed to never be happy again?

What the fuck ever.