Saturday, July 17, 2010

time to say it....

He blows my mind.


I know the blissful sweeping feeling, I know to beware of infatuation and passion and all of those things that seem real, but don't last.

He has been my friend for a long time. I have adored him since I met him. He is everything a person should be, everything I have sought in another human being, and he sees in me such beauty....it's the rarest, most precious thing to feel this way, to be felt about in the same way. I adore this boy, and I am blissful. For the first time in my life, I am grasping at words to find the phrases...not to express my discontent, my anguish, but to rightly express how happy I am. There is nothing short of linking my brain to yours that could convey what I am feeling correctly.

This is something else altogether than anything I've ever known. I am so happy. I am so happy.